For me it
was many things. I am a very analytical person. That is not a good trait to
have in the org. Certain things never made sense to me, but I always found a
way to repress or ignore those thoughts. But the one
thing that made me say "huh?" was the overlapping generations. I have
been mentally out ever since.
There was collateral damage, however. My marriage is shot. I have no friends. My wife and I don't even speak. It is almost like my family has moved on without me.
Sometimes I wonder if learning TTATT was worth it.